About the Author
At the first cutting light of August, many years ago, the world got the first glimpse of the entity known henceforth as
Leon Yip. It decided to douse the aforesaid with sunshine, sweets, and loads of love.
Legend has it, so convicting were his words, that upon his request, the world agreed to revolve around him, forever, and ever, and ever.
Posted on: Wednesday, December 03, 2008
Posted at: 9:39 PM
SDD is over. Still caught up in the dust of the moment, the accomplishment, the celebration. Or at least, of my own celebration. It was fine I guess. Could've been catastrophically worse. But I guess we handled it well. Yeahh.
Through the course of the night, my need to lose myself took over, and I guess, thats what I did. Though I was pretty disappointed at a couple of things that I thought would have had materialised. Oh well.
Even after accomplishing such a feat, I don't feel all that bubbly inside now. Things I should have done, things that I could have done, things I thought I wanted to do. I kept it all in. I don't think I can get on like this much longer. Something inside me feels like its going to collapse. But I guess I'm hanging on by my heartstrings now.
I start feeling most alone when I'm in a crowd,
I start feel saddest amidst the laughter,
I start feel most resigned when I review my options,
I start feel bad when everything else is good.
I start feeling only when the feeling's gone.
Oh, a little paradox.
