About the Author
At the first cutting light of August, many years ago, the world got the first glimpse of the entity known henceforth as
Leon Yip. It decided to douse the aforesaid with sunshine, sweets, and loads of love.
Legend has it, so convicting were his words, that upon his request, the world agreed to revolve around him, forever, and ever, and ever.
Posted on: Monday, November 24, 2008
Posted at: 11:38 PM
Yes. I admit, I'm scared. I don't want to be the one who ends anything. I want to show that I tried. And that is stupid of me, I apologise. It makes everything that was talked about pointless, and I can't believe how cowardly that makes me. I just want to hide in my shell, so nothing can touch me.
Maybe its time to tone down.
Maybe my dad's right. It is time to grow up. Time to let the dust settle, and quietly absorb everything, and work towards a steady future. Perhaps it is indeed about time that I learnt that I won't be 17 anymore, and that one day, in the near future, I'll wake up, and realise that its the mistakes which I make in this phase of experimentation that cost me too largely. I always said I wanted to live life without regrets. And it'd just be the perfect paradox if me living life without regrets now would lead to me looking back 10 years from now, realising the costly mistakes I made at 17 years of age.
This post is retarded. I don't know why I'm even posting this, when everything that I do now, will both not matter a single bit, and yet, completely mould the direction of my future.
Life's a bitch.
so am I.