Posted on: Thursday, April 24, 2008
Posted at: 10:07 PM
Muahaha, haha.
Firstly, Sorry Ezra. Really sorry that I can't make it tomorrow. <3 you guys though. And you guys know that.
Secondly, May the seventeenth. Be there. Fort Canning, details to be announced.
Thirdly, VJC Dramanite! Door sale tickets should be available. Be there.
Fourthly, 25th Student's Council Investiture. I'm buzzing for that. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ.
Okay. Was sick on Monday, and when I felt better, popped by ACS(I) to get my O-level certificate.
I totally forgot that I didn't do that well in my O-levels, so when I got the certificate, I was rendered stunned for a time span of about 5 seconds, until I remembered what it felt like that day which sparked a furore of regret, panic, and hypertension.
I hope that I have proven skeptics wrong and staked a place with my peers. Sure, there might not be any outwardly discrimination of sorts, but within myself, I do question if I can match up to the brilliant minds which I'm surrounded by around the clock. Seriously, some of the people I know have more than enough accolades to last me several lifetimes. Its people like these who really make me want to focus my energies and concentration on emulating their sucesses. I wouldn't say that I'm sucessful at doing just that right now, but hey. I'm having the time of my life. I've tried completely new things, (like TSD, Council, Debates) and I've fallen head-over-heels in love with them. Just motivates me to reach out and step out of my zone (which is of slacking) and immerse myself in meaning.
Of course, the work-load has its toils, but whats a little hardwork compared to the sweet sweet jubilance of seeing your own hardwork actually paying dividends right in front of your eyes? Its all worth it. C'mon over and live life with me.
Sure, in this year so far, in this four short months, I've seen my life go through a roller-coastical change which has moulded me into the person I am now. By no means would this be a final model of me, I believe that people are ever-changing. Just that, life in Vee Jay See has catalysed my maturing more than ten years in my alma mater.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying my former school is bad in anyway, on the contrary, I'm saying how I get so comfortable in my old "home", that I become passive, and not see the need to be pro-active. I love my old school to death, trust me, I really do. Don't ever doubt my love for the Blue, Yellow and Red flag. Its just that, with everyone rooted in the same place from primary one, there is a certain sense of some people simply belonging in a certain place, there isn't much opportunity to step out of one's zone to try new things. While I didn't notice that when I was there, enjoying the best moments of my life, hindsight has allowed me to see what I have missed out, and I'm doing all I can to recoup my losses.
Argh. Rambling, rambling, rambles. Shall stop here. Not emo, not ansty.
Oh wait. Another thing I'm very proud of. So far, for my FIVE STATIONS for NAPFA, i have 24/25 points! And, I barely missed full points for Standing Broad Jump, by only 2 centimetres. Grrr. This is my first time ever that I am so close to getting a GOLD for NAPFA, all I have to do now is not to faint during my run. Maybe through some last minute training, sneak in a 5-point timing. Who knows?
Last time, an achievement like that would have been in my T3A, but now I know, that theres something more to myself that I have discovered.
And I'm lovin' it.
Whatever, your mother works in Macdonalds'.
