Posted on: Monday, August 31, 2009
Posted at: 6:10 PM
It looks like this little slice of heaven is here to stay, I'm all up for that.
Anberlin was great, period.
Posted on: Saturday, August 29, 2009
Posted at: 1:43 AM
I blog, because I can. I go for supper on weekdays because I can. I do what I do, because I can. And I like it this way, yay.
Argh, I just wanna lie in the sun, get a nice tan, and basically do nothing except to sip icy cool pink lemonade and read a thriller or two.
I guess, there's just some things that I can't do after all. Not right now anyways, but I'd be back.
I always come back.
And for all you knobheads who think that I'm not around enough to know what's going on, you're half right.
I'm not around, but I know what's going on. So yeah, no need for pretenses, you get what you seek, I'll deliver for sure.
As for this new colour in the wind, it'd take some time to paint the background of a portrait with.
Posted on: Sunday, August 23, 2009
Posted at: 11:11 PM
Just that little widdle one more show of unwavering return, and I swear, it's time to let it all crystallize.
Take me out of the blue this time.
And so, another week has passed, and I guess studying pace has been satisfactory, much improvement on consistency or concentration would really be nice though, but the more I try to flood my mind with information about nihilism, hubris, politicks, south-east asian economy, the cold war, romanticism and such likes, the more the dormant stuff in my mind rises up from the depths and pushes its' way out.
Ah, i on is a pretty nice place, abit too mazy for my liking, but i suppose once all the shops are functional, it'd be pretty pretty. The marketplace there is brilliant.
Hot chocolate and marshmallows. Now, that's what I'm talkin' about.
So, there's no such word as 'desensitivisation'. Just wrong spelling.
Posted on: Saturday, August 15, 2009
Posted at: 1:26 PM
I think that, sometimes, I tend to bring my work-mind abit too far in my personal mind. Especially the SBQ thought process. I mean, I've been ceaselessly analysing things using comparison, cross-referencing, contextual knowledge, tone, language.
And I've come to the conclusion. Same story, told at least four times over just this year alone, not willing to just jump anymore.
Ahhhhhhhh.
Indecision has chosen promptly to annoy me.
At least I'm trying to try. Quite literally though, maybe next year.
It's sad when people make self-dedcutions that they are important and matter alot ... and they're often right.
We are capricious beings.
Posted on: Monday, August 10, 2009
Posted at: 4:06 PM
What a whimsical weekend.
I mean, the rain, the fireworks, the starbucks coffee, the "juno" movie, the food, the dog, the failed attempts at studying, the music, the company, I wish I could just en-bubble-late this slice of paradise and float away into oblivion.
I refuse to budge from this high ground which I'm perched upon.
Ahhhh, suddenly acquired a couple of Bellefire and MLTR songz, shuckks, and I was just about to go study too :(
Guess that'd have to wait.
And there are just some things which can never be forgotten, and I thank you all for that.
Now then, I think I've got a new chapter to write.
Double you, tea, hedge.
Posted on: Saturday, August 08, 2009
Posted at: 9:14 PM
Chancing upon a very quaint coincidence, which really just makes me wonder if there is such a thing as fate, or destiny or anyother of that non-spontaneous let's leave-it-to-everything-except-our-own-feelings kind of thingamajig.
I mean, it doesn't actually matter if there are certain themes and motifs which recur here and there to reinforce a point of validation.
As the sweltering heat poured sweat down my back yesterday morning during our piteous attepmt at inter-house glory, it dawned upon me that this whole big thing that I've been worrying myself to death about, might just kill me.
And of course, there's the usual sentimentality, I mean, who can resist a little reminiscence here and there right?
Tomorrow's a new day, which ushers a beginning of a new week, which would eventually lead to a new month that zips and becomes a new year.
But why is it the same damn story, over and over again.
Surprisingly enough, I actually feel happy, as if this is all I ever wanted :)
I Believe In Miracles
Posted on: Thursday, August 06, 2009
Posted at: 10:55 PM
The week has passed, not as eventful and stuff, I guess life's back to normal again. The euphoria and thrill, and to a certain extent, novelty of it all has kinda died down, and life's returning to its original normality. Believe me, I would actually llike to have this mode of life keep going on and on for as long as possible, but I guess due to some absurdly obvious factors, that's not going to happen.
Abyssmal CT2 results for one.
It's been a good run, but as this race draws near to an end, so I can either be tempted to stop for a drink being implicitly offered by spectators, or I can go full on.
An alternate hypothesis of course, is to grab a drink and gulp it down to en route to the end.
since you came along, you sexy thing.
Not the face, not the beautiful face! (Since hair is no longer a factor)
Posted on: Monday, August 03, 2009
Posted at: 10:27 PM
So, the new haircut has been met with quite a reception, I must say.
After our 1 hour of don't-know-what-the-hell-was-that, we all got to taste (note I said 'taste' not 'eat') some cake, cleaned the treehouse (eh Aloy?) and saw Zaki pass his NAPFA.
I could not have asked for a better school day. Actually, I could have. A minor bout of diarrhoea towards the end spoilt it, and I had to leave school early.
Promise. Well, yeah, that was one reason.
People from hell are a match made in heaven.
