About the Author
At the first cutting light of August, many years ago, the world got the first glimpse of the entity known henceforth as
Leon Yip. It decided to douse the aforesaid with sunshine, sweets, and loads of love.
Legend has it, so convicting were his words, that upon his request, the world agreed to revolve around him, forever, and ever, and ever.
Posted on: Saturday, February 14, 2009
Posted at: 11:57 PM
Its all bottled up inside, I don't know how to bring it out, everytime I think about I just get all choked up with guilt, and I don't know how I can make things better. I feel so terrible that it took so long for me to realise that I'd been selfish and inconsiderate and so self-absorbed and just such a jerk, it sickens me that I've actually been a worse person than I thought I was, and the worst thing is, I just shrugged off the blame initially, and blamed everything but me. Little did I know that I played a bigger part in this than I thought, and it just sucks really. Sucks real bad to know that I'd just been a bad friend.
What really eats me up is that you're so nice about it all. And I'd never grow the balls to tell you how much I've been thinking about this, I'd never have the courage to tell you that how sorry I am, for things to have had been that way. I hate me because you don't.
P.S, happy valentine's day. I guess I never said that in person.