About the Author
At the first cutting light of August, many years ago, the world got the first glimpse of the entity known henceforth as
Leon Yip. It decided to douse the aforesaid with sunshine, sweets, and loads of love.
Legend has it, so convicting were his words, that upon his request, the world agreed to revolve around him, forever, and ever, and ever.
Posted on: Friday, August 15, 2008
Posted at: 8:58 AM
can't believe how my life is in shambles. my mind's in a constant mess, i'm prone to forgetting really important stuff. like how i forgot to bring my laptop adapter home from school, and i wasn't feeling well the next day and so i had to beg my brother for his laptop, which he nicely agreed to lending me though only for a limited time.
my notes are in a irrecoverable state. i'm just so messed up inside or outside, and it shows. my constant missing lectures and inability even submit homework on time, my constant lateness and failure to account for myself. argh. its even showing physically, well, not on my body (yet) but like, how messy my furikin' room is. really. my mom has given up on asking me to pack up the sea of crap lying on my bedroom floor. an acoustic guitar, a laptop bag, a couple of files, a whole stack of notes, pants, shirts, socks, and other really random stuff. damn.
i need to get my life back into shape. both inside and outside, regroup,, reorganise and reassess. its not all too late yet, but i fear that if i procrastinate any more, i'd sink under a relentless sea of self-inflicted pressure and extra work.
i just wanna go to the beach and bask in the sun with the people that matter.
though that is more than unlikely. that is impossible.
impossible isn't nothing, impossible is something, but we wouldn't know what impossible is because we don't dare push too hard to go beyond our limits.
or at least i don't.
and thats whats fucking me up.
