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At the first cutting light of August, many years ago, the world got the first glimpse of the entity known henceforth as Leon Yip. It decided to douse the aforesaid with sunshine, sweets, and loads of love. Legend has it, so convicting were his words, that upon his request, the world agreed to revolve around him, forever, and ever, and ever.

Yesterday, there were so many things I was never told. Now that I'm starting to learn, I feel I'm growing old.

Because,
yesterday's got nothing on me,
oh,
pictures that I'd always see.
Time to spin the pages
in my book of memories.

Prayer's in my pocket, and no hand in destiny. I'll keep on moving along, with no time to plant my feet.

Because,
yesterday's got nothing on me,
oh,
pictures that I'd always see.
Somethings could be better,
if we'd all just let them be.

Oooh yesterdays, got nothing on me.
Yeah.

Yesterdays, Oooh, got nothing for me.

Got nothing for me.

Yesterday, there was so many things I was never shown,
suddenly this time I found,
I'm on the streets and I'm all alone.

Yesterdays got nothing for me,
pictures that i'd always see.
I ain't got time, to reminisce on novelties.

Yesterdays.

Yesterdays.
Broken, this fragile thing now,
and I can't, I can't pick up the pieces.

I've thrown my words all around,
and I can't, I can't give you a reason.

I feel so broken up,
and I give up.

Just wanna tell you so you know..

Here I go,
scream my lungs out,
just to get to you.
you are my only one.

I let go,
theres just no one,
to catch me like you do,
you are my only,
my only
one.

Made my mistakes,
let you down,
and i can't, i can't hold on for too long.

Led my whole life, in the ground,
and i can't, i can't get up,
when you're gone.

Somethin's breakin' up,
I feel like giving up.
I won't walk out until,
you know.

Here I go,
scream my lungs out,
just to get to you.
you are my only one.

I let go,
theres just no one,
to catch me like you do,
you are my only,
my only
one.

*pause for emotional solo*

Here I go,
so dishonestly,
leave a note.
For you're my only,
one,

and i know,
theres just no one,
no one,
like you.

etc.
Lets see, a random blog post competition with Conrad the Corny. Hmmm..

I'm pretty confident, cause i'm known to be rather random i guess.

Which reminds me,

The Quaker Oatmeal icon guy looks exactly like Bach. Which Bach? You may ask as you scratch your head, seething at my inability to satiate your thirst for further details of the famous musical family.

However, it is still an exceptionally important question, which i would feel obliged to answer. The question itself is very logical, as there are many "Bach"s in the musical world, however, the "Bach" who I am referring to in my above paragraph has to be non-other than Johann Sebastian Bach, or more affectionately known as J.S. Bach, or probably even in his days, more commonly referred to by friends and family alike as "eh you". I would like to stress the importance of not confusing Johann Sebastian with the other "Bach"s, which includes Viet Bach (An ancestor of his who died in 1619), Johann Christoph Bach (His elder brother who raised him up a-la' Josh Groban's hit song, "You Raise Me Up"), and of course, the twenty offsprings he had during his 2 marriages, most of which also following their father's footsteps and becoming remarkable musicians themselves. Most notably, Wilhelm Friedemann Bach (His eccentric eldest son), Karl Philipp Emanuel Bach (Who has a rather long name, and is the fifth child of Johann Sebastian, and whose composition i have used for my MEP examinations from secondary 1 to 3) and Johann Christian Bach (the 18th child of Johann Sebastian, whom i have never heard of prior to writing this blog post).

All in all, i need a new laptop.

Gosh i hope this is random enough, or else i'd have to comb my hair.
Okay. I'll relieve my stress by posting some pictures.


This is a nice photo from Red Camp.


Prior to blogging, I crashed the St Nicholas' Prom.
Here are some pictures.

Here's my SF! :D haha GO SIYI!


Here's the BRIDE, St*ph..


and Here's the GROOM, Conr*d


and here's Jia Hui!


Okay. I've run out of pictures, but i'd collect those which i'm inside, and maybe post em' here. HAH!

Here's some other random pics though.

Damn i'm a Cam-whore.







Argh, due to some random internet problem, I am unable to see in what order my pictures are in, therefore, i am unable to produce witty captions for each individual photos, which was obviously, the main reason i even posted the photos in the first place.

Meh.

Okay. There are Catalogs which needs to be done by sunrise. Ack.

I've got to learn to be more responsible.
its soo hard to find pictures where i look decent enough to be posted onto the internet.
Here, i'm at the Top Left corner, being elevated by Nick. All smiles. Wasn't all that cheery about 20 minutes later.


Again, elevated by Nick, though he is unable to be seen. I was drinking i think, the 5th of the 7 cans of green tea i drank that half hour.


so while waiting for the photos to come up onto my screen so that i can "save as" and subsequently embed onto this post, lets listen to some of my gibbering now shall we.

there was "no explosion of social life". at least not for me. man oh man, i'm gonna have a hard time next year.

i can't say anything about the people i met at the camp, cause apart from the SLs, whom were all great in their own ways, i didn't really made the effort to get to know anybody else i guess.

Nick and I left like, 10 minutes into the dancing thingy to catch some ice-cream. and although i was warned that the brazilian coffee ice-cream would be able to keep me up all night, i fell snugly alseep in the comfort and sanctuaray of my blanket and bedsheets no later then 1 a.m.

which reminds me. i think i've got a couple of cool photos in my phone, which is spoilt, and i think i'll like, go down to wisma a wee bit later to get it fixed ASAP.

yesterday was my mom's birthday dinner!

happy birthday mom!

it was at centrepoint, the sanur restaurant. pretty good food. though my mom did comment that the food was better before. apparently, my two elder brothers had the good fortune of patronising the place frequently when they were young, and once again, being the youngest by 5 years from my second brother, i was left isolated from their nostalagia. sigh.

the full family was there.

Dad, Mom
Big brother Shawn, Big brother Shawn's girlfriend Evalyn
Second brother Nicholas, Second brother Nicholas's girlfriend Wen Yee
Me.

go figure what i'm trying to portray.

ah. here's another picture.

From Left to right : Me, Joel, Conrad, Brandon (who looks rather spaced out), Nick (who looks as always, rather cheesed off).



Ok. where am I? I think this is a picture of the whole "Apache" tribe. A prize to anyone who spots where i am. HAH. I'm not sure even if the person whom i think is me really is me.


all in all, i had fun.


back to the present reality. It is true, that we all are already splintering apart and separating even before we should be. Guys. Lets have some helluva party soon. Give ourselves more reasons to think about Class of 4.4 2007 and go, "woah, good times, good times."

Now, i've realised that i hadn't been the nicest person in the past 2 years, heck, for a long period of time, i admit that i was an effed-up person, a real ass-hole and a pain-in-the-ass. gosh i realised how childish, immature and obnoxious i was. how insensitive i was towards my peers. how selfish i was, when i failed to realise that i wouldn't even be able to achieve anything at all without the help of all my friends, some of which i had purposely demeaned and insulted throughout the course of our learning journey.

my gosh, i was indeed, a living analogy of ass-holishness. and for all of the times i was a lil too loud, a lil too insensitive, a lil too spastarded, i apologies and beg for you guys to forget the crap that i've dished out, and hope that it isn't a lil too late.

i love you guys.

wherever you guys would be next year, i swear, scouts honour (as Nick would put it), that i would make every possible effort to keep up contact. even if it means having to travel for 1 hour and 20 minutes straight to get from neptune court to king albert park.

I will.
gabriel and nathan really opened up my eyes. thanks guys. really appreciate it.

well, red camp was fun in the end, and i would at least, like to think that our group, in no order whatsoever, conrad, joel thong, nick , brandon and i, made some sort of impact to at least the APACHES. incorporating our LDP cheers and other stuff into the tribe's routine.

it has been a tiring couple of days, but i guess it has all been worthwhile.

by the end of the camp i pretty much had no mood to do anything whatsoever, so i just sat around while all my other brilliant tribe mates perked up the atmosphere with cheerings.

i really wanted to join them, but my heavy heart sank me down, and it seemed like an absolute chore just to get back on my feet again.
to anybody who wishes to care, i'm sorry.

man the night had brought me many things to ponder upon.

i think tomorrow, during the party thing, i'll just sit at the side and sip some coke.

darn, i wish i could go into the future and learn how to avert a potential disaster which would be my adult life.
Baby, there's, something about you that, i can't hold onto to, I, I'm gonna hold onto that.

Crap. Crap, crap, crap, crap, crap.

21st November, 2.45 am.

i was still dammit awake. fiddling with my new mp3, transferring "Simpsons" into my new mp3, which will help me tide over the arduous journeys to VJ everyday next year, at least for the first 3 weeks.

i was due to wake up at like, 6 a.m. to meet brandon, nick, conrad, gabriel and joel at KAP.

during the camp, i wasn't that exhausted though, not till lunch time at least.

21st November, 18.00 pm.

i realised that there were pockets of time where i would just wonder into the oblivion of the void within me and linger there, blocking out everything and everybody around me momentarily. it lasts like perhaps 15 mintues, when i seemingly do not have conscious control of what i want to do any more.

thats why, i've decided that i want to stamp authority over my body mind and soul again.

i swore that the IJ TP girls looked super familiar. i now knew why. though i nearly had my head ripped off in the process of comfirming my suspicions. damn. my ears are still throbbing.

Nick. Owning siarh. "I believe I can fly" siarh-larh!

HAHA. awesome.

22nd November, 2.45 am.

just back home from watching Beowulf with E Jin and Marcus Tay. honestly, i wasn't all too excited about the movie, but i watched it nonetheless, because i was so desperate (and i still am) for company.

how it was, well, i wouldn't be doing a paul-ooi-styled review, but lets just say that snippets of the movie were really really really cool. and how they coincided with the times that i had dozed off was really quite coincidental too. i missed like, 2 twists of the last quadrant. MEH. the graphics were comparable to the ones i had seen previously in the camp. lets just put it that way.

22nd November, 2.48 am.

i believe i have hit an epiphany while conversing with my friend E Jin. Previously, Marcus Tay mentioned something at Cineleisure, that really really set me thinking about my future. Not the money part, that, is secondary. the social part.

would i be the kind of man whose only friends are his family?

would i even have a family?

etc.

intriguing.

well, the sudden surge of my thoughts have enlightened me, and now, i know the tree i should climb up. at least for now.

Till then.
Nothing's ever going to be good enough for me now.

Well, i'm off to eat lunch at my dad's place, and hopefully get some cash from my mom to get me new MP3. then.. i gotta bargain for a structured installment deal from my mom to get me a laptop, which i desperately need due to internet problems with BOTH the computers i own, one of which cannot even be turned on.

anyway, does anybody know how to synchronise Microsoft Outlook?

please contact me if you are willing to help.

thank you.

SHIT! since when did my blog posts become like my business statements that i make for my brother? dammit. i've got to stop bringing my work home. which is hard, cause i work from home.

hmm..
Bitter, sweet, and smooth as hell. (actually, i wouldn't know if hell was smooth or not, but its just a figure of speech, so unless you are chistopher boone, get over it.) The way i like my coffee.

went to sentosa as arranged.

had quite a time.. i mean, just walking bare-bodied EVERYWHERE i went was kinda a novelty for me. it also reminds me of the need to start working out again. damn. all the work pitched in before NAPFAs gone to waste. meh.

had alot of excercise though. swimming across islands, cycling, some running on hot silicon dioxide. but the time i enjoyed the most was that with myself. nothing against the company, trust me, they were brilliant company. but i just wanted to be on my own. of course, they granted me my wish. after all, i am but an outsider to that clique now.

the sea is really nice to look at. the waves keep on crashing down the rocks. while watching te sea i made a few observations.

1. The waves are continuous. Non-stop. If one place didn't have waves crashing about the shore, another place would definitely have.
2. The waves are erratic and inconsistent. At a moment, the waves were docile and rather calm, and at pockets of times, the waves were fierce and crashed upon the rocks like thunder and i could hear them clearly even through the music of my mp3.
3. The sea, contrary to popular belief, is NOT boundless. Or at least, where i was. The horizon was a line of land, no doubt the work of Singapore's modernisation and industralisation which artificially shaped the landscape and deprive the sea of its true boundless majesty.
4. The sea, from far, is a solid blue. The deepest most reassuring blue colour. Close by though, the sea is nothing but a mass of grey water. Again, that is the case at least in Singapore.
5. There are no fish in the sea as far as i my eye and mind can see.


I've gotten a decent tan. And my tan matches my hair colour. Thats an unexpected plus.

Man am i exhausted.

I should have known better.

for my crime, i got honourable mention.
see, everybody needs one,
everybody's bound.
Everybody's swings at me while Merry goes around.
Oooh, yesterdays, got nothing for me.

thanks for the one and a half years of hope, euphoria, intrigue, anticipation, joy, elevation and pure adrenaline pumping. it will be etched in my heart and mind as the best ever roller-coaster i've been through, and forever hold a place in my memory, as per what i had said before.

i just got my dad to buy me NEW books to read! awesome. one of which included "the kite runner" a name that was very familiar, and i recalled it being one of our unseen proses through the year. the other two books had nice covers, and fascinating names. the other, by far the most valuable of them all, is STEVEN GERARD'S AUTOBIOGRAPHY. the emotions within me bottling up as i read his perspective on everything about the club and game i love is just undescribable. reading about may 25th 2005, can seriously bring tears to my eyes. reading this book could numb me from anything else. thats how fanatical i am about liverpool.

i'm supposed to be in sentosa several hours from now. i don't care who reads this, but i feel obliged to be honest. i'm not exactly looking forward to this trip to sentosa, so i think i'd just grab some shades and lay in the sand and read my nice new books. and if anybody disrupts me or tries to dunk me into the sea, i SWEAR that i will do everything in my power to maim him/her/it/itsh/hit/shim/herim.. scout's honour.

goodnight world. the dream's over, so it has 0 possiblity of becoming a nightmare. which is a good thing actually. i'm so retarded.
Shit.

i am so fucking confused now. where the hell do i go to for the first 3 weeks next year or so.

VJ pros- damn good school, wanted to go there since last year, humanities programme/scholarship, bernard/sam/leo/zhangren
VJ cons- damn far away, but anything can be solved.

i really want to go to VJ. or at least i think i want to go to VJ. doesn't help that i'm feeling sentimental towards ACS after re-visiting ACS(J).

doesn't help that my parents are suddenly dissuading me from going to VJ.

i think they want me to be my second brother. nothing wrong with that. my second brother turned out brilliant and meek. but i don't want to be some body else. that'd be soo stupid, to have 2 same personalities in the same household.

screw it man. why does my dad suddenly want me to take IB. he seems ADAMANT in changing my mind. how irritating.

dammit. i'm going to VJ for at least the first 3 weeks. just to see if i can get used to the travelling.

Please guys, lets meet up at KAP at least twice a week next year. like, ngee ann is so near, so is ACJC, and those who know me would probably agree that i don't mind travelling long distances at all, as long as i have some music.
heres' a bloggin' for the thirteenth of november, year two thousand and seven.

dear blogspot,

the ordinary levels examinations ended today, at the stroke of ten-thirty in the morning. the feeling was indescribable, i did not feel the euphoria i thought i was meant to feel, i was feeling more indifferent. the sort of "meh" type of feeling.

a whole big group of us watched lions for lambs, and blogspot, i must say that the movie was just cool to say the least. of course, some people did not bother getting the gists of the movie, and just SLIPPED into a state of sleep. but, the movie did give me lots to ponder upon, and i like pondering upon things. like any other troubled teen, i like pondering upon stuff that i should not waste my valuable time pondering upon.

after that, we strolled around the orchard area like lost souls in the sahara desert, where nothing eventful at all happened. or at least, not to recollections. the group, already splintered, totally disintegrated, and last time i recalled, we all went our separate ways.

travelling from the south-west to the deep east, back to the far west, and finally back to the south-western sanctuary of little telok blangah housing-board-developement estates has taken a toll on me. but its all worth time.

i think i shall snooze now, i would enjoy playing world of warcraft in the next few days, but i do not wish to be addicted to the game, which of course, as nathan puts its out, will be a hard thing.. but i trust my own will power. also, i'm thinking of handling 2 jobs to up my bank account. i also wish to purchase the new creative mp3 which i have been eyeing since the last week of october. i'm also planning to sell away the 2 desktops, one of which is totally busted and completely obsolete, and purchasing a laptop, only problem is, i might be able to pay the cost only through installments, and i want to strictly adhere to my policy of not asking my parents for their hard-earned money.

all in all, the post- o level relaxation period is already a bore to me, and thus will be over by the end of the 14th of november, which of course, is my dad's birthday. i love you, daddy dearest, all the best for your health and mental well-being, you weird-blur, yet awesomely loving father-figure of my life. you most definitely would not see this post, and i'd like to keep it that way. it'd be wayy too gay if you saw that, dad.

i'm a lousy poet.

goodnight blogger, i shall abandon my plans of staying up "all day and all night", as the macdonalds in king albert park constantly remind us to.

Goodnight readers, if there are any at all. expect posts to flow like my dog's vomit (which has become increasingly flowy with his age) due to my boredom with relaxations.


au revoir
Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Red Camp blog guy took down many of conrad and i's tags from the tag board. HMPH!!! my gosh.. it was really quite retarded as conrad can testify, and i was pretty sure that it was bound to conjure a storm. it went somewhere along the lines of this.


*the basic idea was to promote how hallowed the colour red was above other colours*

leon: Plants accept All colours EXCEPT for green. it reflects, or rather, REJECTS green. and that by itself speaks volumes about the colour

leon: spartans, represented by grey, carry a sense of ill-foreboding. grey is an ominous colour and therefore, the spartans are automatically on a self-imposed road of self-doom.

conrad: Yeah, and furthermore, RED is the colour of LOVEEEEEE.. Don't we ALL love LOVEEEEE? LOVEEEEE makes the world go roundd and roundddddd

leon: indeed, i for one believe in a thing called love, and i feel that denouncing red, is an act of hatred for love, so only people who loathes love do not like RED.

leon: may i add, that red is the colour of the very engine which keeps our body running, the heart. of course, unless anybody can produce a heart which is yellow, blue, grey or green.


SORRY conrad, i can't remember exactly what you wrote.. but i think its somewhere along those lines... sorry.. i'm slightly egoistic, therefore i remember my own lines better heh.. really sorry mann.


AND NOW, ngee ann took them down. sigh.. all that effort.. worst still, i'm banned from tagging that tagboard.. darnt....
Happy birthday, Kyra.
sorry i couldn't send my wishes personally. really wanted to, but in the end, just couldn't.


anyways..

PARTY AT JEREMY'S HOUSE ON WEDNESDAY!! STRICT DRESS CODE- NOTHING! HAHAHAHAH! SOMEONE GET BOOZE PLEASE, THEN WE CAN ALL GET MASSIVELY DRUNK AND FILL UP REMY'S SWIMMING POOL WITH PUKE AND OTHER KINDS OF EXCRETIONS! HAHAHA!

Ok. here's the program..

tomorrow, STARDUST
wednesday, JAMMING/ REMY'S PLACE
thursday, WoW
friday, SOCCER/ PIANO LESSON/ APPLY TO VJ
saturday, WoW/ WATCH PAINT DRY/ WATCH SOCCER
sunday, SLEEP/ WATCH SOCCER/ TIME FINGERNAIL GROWTH WITH STOPWATCH/ BEG BROTHER FOR STUFF TO DO

how exciting. suddenly, this excess amount of time really doesn't seem too appealing to me. gosh i hope that my brother gives me that job.

i want MONEY dammit. and it not being the fifteenth yet doesn't really help my growth.

my mom screwed up my mp3. she was trying to get to a radio station, then somehow jammed the screen up. it was by pure luck that we managed to restart it. i think my mp3 is spoilt again. sigh. meh. i did lose the small radio which she had for 10 years.

OH MY GOD! i don't think i can make it for the party at jeremy's house. crappppppp. its my dad's birthday on the fourteenth. and as i filial child, i want to be there. unless of course, he forgets his own birthday, then as children, we're obliged not to remind him about his age.

Damn nathan, the song you sent is stuck in my head.
This is cool. A QUIZ!! haha kai! you said not to give you any credit, my i absolutely insist that your name gets air-time on my lousy blog!

IF YOUR LIFE WERE A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?



So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, iPaq etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...

01 - OPENING CREDITS: Red Hot Chili Peppers- The Zephyr Song (Wow! what a colourful opening!)

02 - WAKING UP: Radiohead- Lucky (okay, judging by the tittle, its a wonderful sign. judging by the lyrics though...)

03 - FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL: Jason Mraz (Speechwriter's LLC)- I'm Yours (so much for rebelling against school. crud.)

04 - FALLING IN LOVE: Paramore- Misery Business (Oh, my, god. At least, i think, that means that i'd get what i desire in the end. but i'd have to wait 8 whole months! no matter, i'm used to waiting)

05 - FIGHT SONG: 3 Doors Down- Here Without You (hmmm.. if fight means a relationship arguement of sorts, i guess this is pretty sweet.. but if its a real fist fight, i'm either gay, or a very big wuss)

06 - BREAKING UP: Jason Mraz- The Remedy (Woah! awesomee! a feel good song to make me feel better, and of course it means that i'd always have a "remedy" if "you gotz the poison")

07 - PROM: The Eagles- Life In The Fast Lane (hrmm..this is quite disturbing.. at least i'd be "brutally handsome" and my partner would be "terminally pretty" aye.)

08 - LIFE: The Eagles- Take It Easy (good advice aye.but does it mean that i'd really have "seven women on my mind"?)

09 - MENTAL BREAKDOWN: Guns n' Roses- Yesterdays (Terrific! non-sarcasm. its a great song, probably the only song from GnR that is not about love, cheap sex or drugs or booze)

10 - DRIVING: Blink 182- What's My Age Again (WOOOOOOOOOT!!!! this just keeps getting better!"and later on, on the drive home, i called her mom, on a pay-phone." How fun!)

11 - FLASHBACK: Tata Young- El NiNo! (why do i have this song in my i-tunes? meh. anyway.. i guess i'd be hot? HAHAHAHA :p)

12 - WEDDING: The Eagles- In The City (i'd get married there perhaps.)

13 - BIRTH OF CHILD: The Eagles- Love Will Keep Us Alive (hmmm... maybe my child'd die if i don't love it)

14 - FINAL BATTLE: Blink 182- I Miss You (hmmm.. maybe i'd be battling with my self, with the "shadows in the background of the morgue" and all that other deathly stuff.)

15 - DEATH SCENE: Simple Plan- When I'm With You (i'd probably die of loneliness i guess?)

16 - FUNERAL SONG: The Eagles- Tequila Sunrise (Great. people would be drinking tequila and watching the sunrise while i get lowered into my grave. at least my death would bring about other people's happiness)

17 - END CREDITS: Robbie Williams- Better Man (Wow. how fitting. at least i was "doing all i can, to be a better man". how awesome is that.)

Okay. I think that quiz was quite awesome. Its also fun to see this kinda stuff just for abit of chuckles.




You stole my heart, caged it, and placed it in the Earth's core, so i'm coming after yours to compensate my loss.
okay. heres back to NORMAL, NON-SONG LYRICS, MORE-THAN-ONE-SENTENCED posts.

today is the 10th of november. i remember today's date clearly as today, my bus-pass expires. great. now i have to dish out another $30 dollars for next month's bus-pass. I NEED TO GET MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!! thats why i desperately need it to be the fifteenth november, skip everything from now till the fifteenth when i get the other half of my monthly allowance, then come back to today and refresh my bank account, which to my horror, is at least 100 dollars smaller than my imposed bar on spending.

and i still need confetti. dammit. stress..

How does my brother manage it siarl.

anyway, thanks to my piano teacher, i have a greatt bigg headache now. the headache, as you can see, is really bothering me to the extent of me having to double the last letters of the words "great" and "big" for the extra effect of displaying how terrible the headache is.

she was the first person i know who actually really discouraged me from going to VJC because of the distance. i mean Hong Yi has been telling me not to go to VJ since day one of my decision, but my piano teacher's words really made me think about my future travelling.. hmmm... *looks towards the top right* did you know that when you think, you'd sub-consciously look towards the top-right direction? cool huh? i forgot who told me that, but its cool.

i've also revived my World of Warcraft account. i am quite proud to say though, that so far, i show no signs of addiction to the game. for example, within this past 2 days, i only played 6 hours of the game. and i'm only level 12, 3 bars away from 13. under addiction circumstances, i'd have most definitely clocked up AT LEAST 20 hours the past 2 days, and be at least level 19 right now. but somehow, i don't wanna go back to gaming 12 hours a day. life's not meant for that. watch out, ejin and prentice, you might just die, frothing at the mouth, sprawled across your keyboards, eyes swollen and crinkled.

this has been a long post so far has it not? lets delve further into the recent happenings in my life. of course, the o-levels. well, no complaints, not much reasons to shout out for joy too. here's the results that i'd expect, or rather, realistically hope will turn out for me.

english- (A1) last year, 50% of the school had A1. i don't see any reason i can't.
amaths- (A1) i'm kinda most confident for this subject over all others.
emaths- (A1) i'm very HOPEFUL that i can scrape through the cursed bell curve.
c.humans- (A1) i think my history was only average, but SS will make up for it.
lit- (A2) somehow, i think i'd fumble. i'm really not that confident.
chinese- (A1) already there, thank you.
chem- (B4) i'd settle for a B4. i'm not gonna venture into science anymore.
bio- (B4) see above.
MEP- (B4) see above. replace "science" with "music studies".

L1R5, 7-8.

post o-level plans? make money. don't know how, but i will somehow do that.

i hope my stunt gets pulled off. otherwise, i'd look pretty bad.
my theory is, don't follow up on promises or commitments, and your social life will prosper. now i've just got to keep to the borders of annonymity, if not i'll be branded a hypocrite. yaye. i've got my work cut out now.
we've been runnin' up and down the highway, haven't seen a god-damn thing.
I'm not getting involved with anything. When old and new collide, i'll stay neutral. Till i am forced to take sides, i know naturally which side i am obliged, and i will choose to take. Right now, i'm keeping distance from the "situation".

Waiting for the summer rain to fall upon
the wild birds scattering the seeds;
answering the calling of the tide's eternal tune
the phases of the moon,
the chambers of the heart,
the egg and dart.
A small, gray spider spinning in the dark,
in spite of all the times
the web is torn apart.

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