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At the first cutting light of August, many years ago, the world got the first glimpse of the entity known henceforth as Leon Yip. It decided to douse the aforesaid with sunshine, sweets, and loads of love. Legend has it, so convicting were his words, that upon his request, the world agreed to revolve around him, forever, and ever, and ever.

nice joke paul ooi, i can't link you cause i forgot how to link people, and since its the holidays, i'm not in the mood to learn new things. just in the mood to revise what i already know. which is like. alot of new things. crap.

one day, i'm gonna run to dr.ong's office, knock on the door and moon him so bad..

oh oh! and i found a way to sneak into school after hours! via a small series of going through holes and walking through a small drain. so like, who wants to camp at school for fun cause we can enter without the guard's detection. we only have to avoid the dogs. oh yeah. also, i think very few people in class can get through the drain. everyone is either too buff or too tall or too unbuff. i'm just small enough. oh.

i'm gearing up for the first of a series of 6-8 hour maths tuitions that would drastically pull up my maths grades.a-maths that is. i figured that without studying,since i could get an A2 for emaths, all i need to do is study. oh yeah. roe-man thinks shes so smart.... everytime she sees me me she asks me "so leon, when are we going out?", and in my heart its like -.- "wth!!!!!dude.. married woman...buff husband... we're not going out for so many obvious reasons, one of which being that, you're furikin' 30+ and acting 16, you're buffer than most of us guys, you 'teach' emaths." and i reply her "hey madam, you owe me a meal. how about this. if i repeat this feat in the prelims, you treat me to a meal outside school. sort of a double-or-nothing deal." notice i did not say that i would have to give her anything if i didn't repeat the feat. after prelims, if i do get at least an A again, i'd say.. "hey madam, why not a triple or nothing deal? this time, treat me to 2 lavish meals say at marche." and when she has no choice but to agree,i'll be at marche looking at her saying, "hey madam, since when did any part of the deal mention that i had to dine with you?"

my gosh i hope she doesn't read this.
Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
for handing you a heart worth breaking
and I've been wrong, i've been down,
to the bottom of every bottle
these five words in my head
scream "are we having fun yet?"


no let me introduce everyone to my new hobby. ready while suntanning. or rather reading while trying to sun tan. suntan lotion doesn't work, and yes, i'm rather vain.

about the reading though, i'm suddenly quite inspired to become a lawyer. i've consulted my brother, and he says that it pays excellently. meh.

that means i'll have to study. crap. that sucks.

anyway, the books i'm reading are books with courtroom drama, i'm so engrossed in the books that every thing in real life is just so surreal right now. everything is in a standstill and i cannot think of the right words to say when i actually need to seem intelligent and smart in front of others.

the ib talk was somewhat, retardedly useless. of course, me pierson, paul ,remy, austin and for some unknown reason, nguyen truen quan were 45 minutes late for the talk and happy to linger at the back. after awhile, only me paul and quan were left. the rest went to play cards. lydia yap spotted us and promised to shelter us from the disapproving gaze of the speaker. me and paul stumbeld around somewhat clumsily around the auditorium before settling down in a seat at the edge of the auditorium. the exit sign never looked so appealing.

meh. the talk was purely the speaker reading from the screen, the screen's content was purely everything in the given folder, which i was not given. nothing new.

after awhile, in a desperate bid to keep awake, me and conrad went out to buy food.i had never spent so much money on sea-weed chicken in my life, but i felt generous. for some reason, i had forgotten to take out the wad of ten dollar notes i had so painstakingly saved up during the past week. its all gone now though, i bought new shoes, bought new books, treated my parents to a meal, and now with 20 dollars, i need to buy a bus-pass which costs $27.50. i need a job. or, better, i need to win the lottery.

meh. my life is rather -.- right now. nothing really bothers me, i don't really bother anything. goodbye.



and will you tell all your friends, you've got your gun to my head.
singapore is such a nice and beautiful island. its so small and cozy and the warmth can be felt from pasir ris to woodlands.

than why, may i ask. did it take 1 hr and 20 minutes for me to get from the east to the southern central of singapore?!? (2040pm-2200pm)

heres my to-do list.or rather, not-to-do list.

1.Do not ever buy stuff and later come home with mom asking me,"isn't that buy-1-get-1-free?".

2.Do not ask dad to buy deodorant for he would give me a lecture on how he didn't like perfume. matter of fact, do not ask dad to buy stuff for me. be next to him and ask if it was convenient to pay for me first, always say i'll pay later.

3.Do not pay dad back for the stuff he got me for the simple reason that he hasn't given me allowance.

4.Do not under any circumstances whatsoever let dad near this blog. (this is easy as he doesn't even know how to on the comp :p)

5.Do not go all the way to btp to do almost nothing and pay 5 dollars for doing almost nothing.

6.Do not bother about what gabriel says.

7.Do not stare at the bald thing in the house barking when the door is opened for 5 minutes, screaming "what the hell happened to my dog!".

8.Do not invite ANYONE to my place until the dog's hair grows back.

9.Do not remove the dog's scarf cause its the only thing that makes it look like a maltese.

10.Do not break the usb ports.

11.Do not break the usb ports AND blame the wireless connection for my woes.

12.Do not put my chinese o-level papers together with the clothes i had just worn to play soccer, for obvious reasons.

13.Do not hack down daniel wong while playing soccer ever again.

14.Do not get caught by a huge group of girls when i'm snooping around the music rooms.

15.Do not shout across the road to nathan asking him to "get his ass here" in front of disapproving parents.

bah. the list goes on and on and on.

i'm NOT going for BoB. i'd be going only as a spectator. you guys know it. i'm not good at what you guys want me to do, and i'll never pretend that i'm good. i've told you so many times, find some one else.if i wanted to take part, i'd want to feel that i'm actually contributing to y'all.i don't want to ever again, walk into the small crammed room sit around listening to how good y'all sound and paying $5 for air-con. ask someone else.

wowee.i think i might do fine for chinese. i did questions 2 and 3. not many people did 3. up till now, i only know of teck seng and me doing question 3. but from what teck seng said, i'm pretty sure he screwed it up. the question asked us to describe a real and lively class lesson. CLASS LESSON! joseph wrote about how he had learnt his lesson from his scar. hmm.. real yes, lively, no. he almost died. good luck joseph. and e-jin, you'll do fine.. with your ability to smog the compo, you'd do fine.
well, i'm liking john grisham. something i found quite funny in school on thursday. i skipped chinese intensive and returned to class. had a few rounds of cards, and read finished "tuesdays with morrie". feeling all inspired, i took out "a time to kill". soon after reading finsihed the 4th chapter, remy returns to class, and tells me to lend it to him when i'm done. i must say. i was abit shocked. people in my class actually read these stuff. nicely done wiglet. but really. the books great. i love courtroom drama. in fact.. when i grow up, i would like to be either a personal investment banker, CEO of the world, or a criminal lawyer. of course, my brother sez that non-criminal lawyers really bring in the big bucks. but. whats the point going to a courtroom to discuss the validity of a building's insurance?

man.

i'm going to get the other mitch albom books later. i like the inspiration that "tuesdays with morrie" gave me. i'm gonna live life as it is now.

ironically, i'm talking about enjoying life about 45 minutes before i'm due for chinese tuition. don't get me wrong.. i absolutely love/need this tuition. its the reason why i have the chance of relaxing abit more after 28th may. my tuition teacher is the best you could find. in all honesty.

my only other tuition, a-maths, has a teacher who is real cool. my brother's friend living down the street. yes, i'm rather dependent on my brothers for ideas of life and lessons to learn, and contacts. well, about the results.. from never passsing an a-maths exam in my life to a 53 where paul ooi only got 55 speaks for itself. i tell you. this guy only had 1 1/2 months with me before my exam. he owned amaths, and together, we're gonna rule the stock market.

back to living life. i hate studying. studying drains the life outta me. i also hate the singapore system of waiting. we have to wait for everything.

yesterday, i waited 3 whole furikin' hours with my mom just to get my passport photo updated. yes.. the passport photo that almost got me detained in malaysia earlier this year is now updated. my biggest mistake was not bringing the book. who woulda thought it would be soo soo long?

my queue number was 7831. fresh out of the queue to get a queue number, i looked at the "now serving board". it was serving 7543.
so liverpool lost. i woke up at 2.40 am, and went back to sleep at 4.45 am unsatisfied, but nonetheless the quick sinking in of this loss can be credited to the not-as-dramatic route to the finals a-la 2005. of course, to lose a champion's league final match is never easy, and would nevere be easy. but its a loss me and my brothers decided was rather easy to cope. 2005 was special. and although this would probably be the only time people would ever see this on my blog or anything like wise.. i absolutely less-than-three-ed ( <3 ) the liverpool 2005 champion's league final match. it was soo special. one of 3 times in life that i actually felt real happiness.

go figure how important liverpool is to my heart.

anyway.. i have this sudden urge to go and watch some chick flicks. damn..

the sudden want to watch high school musical, bring it on, shes the man etc. hmmm... maybe to put these retarded thoughts outta my head, i SHOULD and i am now going to watch high school musical. woot! go hudgens!! this could be the start.. of something new.. cheesy eh? but so is pizza. and me, and i believe many others like me, love pizza.

see-ya'..
after a four year break, i'm back in the zone.

this week is destined to change me. i've done seriously the most drastic thing in my life that would most certainly change and shape my life for the better.

after many months of waiting.. i finally did it.

all i need to do now is follow through on the foundation i laid.

i went down to tiong bahru to enquire. what i reaped was totally unexpected.

i spent money. money i should have saved, but thinking back, it was truely, money well spent.

i bought 2 books.

not assessment books, books.

books for reading.

me.

leon yip.

reading books i bought with MY OWN money.

drastic eh?
There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
Be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away


the song in my head now. i just need it to be in the mp3. damn. i need a new mp3. retarded zen neeon.
i'm the type of guy who can spend cash on my family without being asked to.
i'm the type of guy who can buy groceries just to have a nice home-cooked meal.
i'm the type of guy who not only looks and sees, but also hears and listens.
i'm the type of guy who would silently nudge a schoolmate who is sleeping in the bus at the entrance of school and walk off the bus silently.

i'm also the guy who would swear if my shot hit the post.
i'm also the guy who would slide people maliciously just because i didn't like how they tackled me.
i'm also the guy who would laugh at people and make fun of people.
i'm also the guy who would kill an ant who is carrying a rice grain.
i'm also the guy who would size up to almost any solitary youth guy on the street.
i'm also the guy who would retaliate to a joke gone bad.

meh.

its my brother's girlfriend's birthday today.

happy birthday.

my eldest brother's girlfriend. not my second brother's girlfriend.

yeah.both my brothers have girlfriends.

i like trends.

i like following trends.

i like it when trends come about in the sweetest ways ever.

i like when trends seem to fall in place so damn nicely at times.

i hate it when trends are bad.

i hate it if a trend seemed good, but actually just lead to a furikin' bad trend.

i hate trends.

my gosh.

i spoilt my mouse. i was angry with the usb problem of the internet. so i smashed my mouse. thank god only the cover came out.

it somehow fixed the internet too.

what a glorious world.

did you feel the mountains tremble,
did you hear the oceans roar.

i need to find that CD. goodbye. its been a sad day.
hahaha!

so its 1.18am. i'm at sam's house. man utd lost to drogba's solitary goal in the FA cup finals. nice.

i was NEUTRAL. so like. yeah.

anyway..

staying over at sam's place.. wow.. my first, and probably last stayover of the year.

hmm.. i'll probably be grounded..

my mom is furikin smart.. she really knows how to make me feel guilty. when i asked her if i could stayover, she said "do what you think is best". my gosh mom, you so know how to work into my guilt.

anyway, that being said, i'm staying over anyways.. but.. i need to reach home by 7.00am. why? money. i need to help my parents at their stall so that i could get some MORE cash on top of my allowance.why do i need more money? because school holidays are coming soon, and that means going out. going out requires a fair bit of money and thus i have to work to attain the money to satisfy my monetary needs.

what a load of tosh.

haha.

damn i'm tired.but i can't sleep. i'm super high from the "free jamming" with nathan.

sam is a retard. he asked if i'm staying over. as in just. at 1.22 am. no shit sam, its 1.22am. nice i'm going to walk home right?

haha sam..
i would be lying if i said i wasn't happy with my results.

heres my L1R5 break down.

english-66 (B3)

i'm actually very happy with this.i'm not one who actually scores that well for english, so this is very satisfactory.

e-maths-71 (A2)

mrs roman really scared me when she was so confident that i had failed. this was definitely the paper i am most happy of.

literature-70 (A2)

i was very lucky to get an A for this. honestly, i thought that i would have done enough to get an A1, i guess i was slightly over-confident there. i need to re-look at my so-called "guarenteed" A1 subject.

chinese-74 (A2)

for me, this was the greatest pity. i missed A1 by a single mark. AGAIN. sigh. i remember not bringing in my dictionary to the compo exam. in the end, i minused 4 marks for wrong words. wow. from a 39/50 composition, the best i've ever did, to a 35. probably coulda done better for listening too.

Combined Humans-69 (B3)

i'm okay with this score, except for the fact that i missed A2 by a single mark. AGAIN. i guess i have to just study that bit harder to attain the mark which i so desperately need.

Chemistry-53 (C6)

this was a letdown. i remember expecting at least a B4. it wasn't overconfidence this time, just that, i remember having so many answers similar to other people's answers. i really really need to pull up chemistry.its the one which would determine how high or low my L1R5 would be.

other subjects - A-maths(53,C6);MEP(55,C5);Biology(44,E8)

heh. i failed bio after all. told ya. after all, the only topic which i actually read up on was drugs.

so.. 18 points. where would that get me?

i'm gonna study.

i believe i could get around 10-13 points for prelims and around 8-11 points for the actual o-levels. come to think about it, if EVERYONE studies hard, motivate each other and pick each other up, we ALL could and WOULD get 8-11 points for o-levels. who cares about the scholars. they have a criteria to meet. if they don't get 6 points, they're screwed. as in seriously.

i must admit i'm happy i'm not going con-camp. to those who are going, please do not think i'm gloating. ive been to con-camp before, and i know the feeling of knowing that you are going.like when you first get your results, its like.

crap. i failed 2.

than, you'd spend the whole day thinkin' about it. i've been there. i know how it feels. it wasn't nice going into the stupid lecture theatre. but it'd really help. honestly, if i got around 23-25 points, i'd definitely rather go to the camp rather than escape the temporary hardship like what some people are doing.

sigh.

its so hard to make time nowadays.
oh well, at least i passed MEP.

when mrs li yen see put my name under the PTM section, i was seriously super sad. i mean, she did say that 5 people failed. i thought that it was no coincidence that she only wanted to see 5 people's parents. actually, i'm really beginning to respect myrs li yen see alot. she just has the confidence and courage to be honest. i believe that it is because she really cares for us that she can really make us feel like crap at times. although sometimes i hate her guts, i must admit, she does have alot of guts to voice out her opinion so freely. she's quite a neice person, witty at times too haha.

failed my damn practical. better start practicing soon. like now.

meh. whats over is over. as i said, at least i passed MEP.

mrs roman is pretty confident i failed e-maths. on the contrary, i'm pretty confident i passed e-maths. well, if i fail, i treat her to a meal. if i pass, she treats me to a meal. if i fail, i'll quickly buy her prata. one 60 cents prata. if i pass, i'll ask for a pizza. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! smart eh? it would only work if i don't fail.. or .. i hope she doesn't ask for a pizza if i really do fail. heh.

my confidence isn't as high as it was right after the exams. i heard that lit was quite badly done. i'm scared. if i can't count on lit, i don't know what i can count on anymore. surely combined humans would be an advantage for me this time around?

meh.

we'll know on thursday. i really cannot go concentration camp. don't know how many times i must stress that.

next friday is PTM. apart from Mrs Li, i'm rather certain that Mrs Lydia Yap and Mrs Roman and perhaps even Mrs Suzanne Yeo and Ms Vijitha would want to meet my parents. heh. teachers of my worst, AND my best subjects. meh. anyway, PTM day is a holiday!! or so mr. jamin says. bah. if they want to see my parents, i have to drag myself down to hear of my own "misdeeds" in front of my parents. meh. lets hope my dad learns how to untuck his shirt, or wear a polo shirt on that day.

meh.

just a man, i'm not a hero.

talking about that, heroes is on tomorrow. that would probably be the highlight of the boredom i'll surely face.

because the world will never take my heart.
ah.so i have chinese tuition in 3 minutes and my brother's mother's day's dinner celebrations at UDMC which is all the way at pasir ris later. dammit. thats damn far. i'm gonna be drained by the journey there and back.

so life's been fine.. its fun to finally play soccer again. i guess people may have noticed that its only when i'm playing alongside people i'm familiar with that i dare to make mistakes or actually participate enthusiastically in the game. today, i barely ran. all i did was make a couple of link up passes and took a few shots, all of which either were weak but on target, or just wide or just over. joseph really..
right place at the right time. he turned in one of my shots which was actually heading out. kudos to him. what he lacks in every other aspect(which to us, means alot of things lacking) he replenishes with his enthusiasm and sense of timing. anyway, the shot was swerving away from goal so yeah.

thanks joseph?

haha.

no body bullied me. i was just feelin' abit fuzzy at the y'know. the whole deal. heh. but than again, no one cares. not me. you guys have no idea at all. no idea. so i guess thats the way which works well for everyone heh.

woot.

con-camp. reality is, i might actually go. damn. i need to pass everything, and do well for my humans. which is actually, and had always been the plan from the start.

it'd seriously be retarded to do decently for a-maths and still fail e-maths. well, ro-man seems confident that i failed, bah. i owe her meal if that happens. aiyah. i'd just buy her a prata or something. i didn't say that she could choose what she wanted. thats the beauty of bets with teachers. you get to play around with your words and come out the winner.

oh well. MEP comes out tomorrow. meh.

damn. my mom changed me and my brother's bedsheets yesterday.

its all flowery now.

worst is, me and my brother now have the same bed sheet. thats damn gay i swear.

well, my mom has encouraged me to stay single for as long as possible. well, maybe mom, its time to be a little bit more subtle in hinting that i should stay single.

i miss my teddy-bear light blue bedsheets. they give me that kind of homey feeling that these gay flowers just lack. sigh..

PTM's on friday. if i don't go con-camp, my whole last day of the term friday would be free. unless teachers wanna see my mommy and daddy. which of course, would be retarded if they didn't. i mean. half of em' had asked for their phone numbers already. sigh.

so long. and good bye. so long. and good bye.
this is getting LAME!L-A-M-E LAME!.

its like.i've been like.blogging everyday like.about nothing.like.this.

maybe my super frequent blogging nowadays is due to the fact that i'm really really really super bored right now. since the exams are over, i've had no mood for many things. i WOULD study. but, for goodness sakes, the exams just ended. totally not in the mood to hit the books now. also, playing dota has lost meaning. i mean. yeah. exactly.

now i'm just listening to music.

just like 1/2 an hour ago, i watched X-Men III. now i've got totally nothing to do. i really really am super bored.

may-be i'll go downstairs to keek the ball around to really get rid of my boredom. or maybe i'll go swimming at my grandma's. or maybe i'll go fullfil what i was supposed to do yesterday, which was to jog for 2 hours straight. i believe i can do that if i pace myself well enough. meh.

i'm so bored!!!! and the fact that nothing's really going on at home isn't helping. richie's always sleeping these few days. he's so soo cute, but i can't bear to wake him up just for the sake of my entertainment. sigh. i'm really really in desperate need of my world to get knocked off its feet.

DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm seriously gonna cry soon!! ARGH!!!

meh. i'm gonna play soccer.

see'ya lata', terminata.
results are gonna be out on wednesday.

its 1.44 am. i just watched pirates of the carribean 1 & 2 back tto back. did you know that the trailer's words are like the ending of part 2.

johnny depp is seriously the epidemy of acting. i'm super inspired by his carefree antics.

meh.

just borrowed the 2 pirate movies and X-Men III. so yeah. i'm pretty much wiped out.

i spent 85 dollars in a single trip to vivo city.

i've got to stop my spendthrift-city.

lets have a look see at my haul of the day.



anti-clockwise from bottom left:3 DVDs, namely, pirates of the carribean 1 and 2 and X-Men($13.50). Chicken sausages,with cheese inside($10). 2 packets of streaky bacon($20),heaven and earth green tea ($3.50),shaving stuff which i probably won't touch till i actually start shaving ($15),hair wax ($5),milk($3),2 loaves of bread($3),2 boxes of POST'S BLUEBERRY MORNING which i haven't eaten in years ($10). thats an ESTIMATE of $83 dollars spent.

well done leon!

as the plot thickens, there MUST be a certain event or thing which undermines my cause. without fail, there MUST be something who somehow comes over and really screws me over. sigh. damage control. where are you. my results had better ensure my freedom from con-camp. if not, i'll be so so so so dead. in many many many ways. firstly, and well, most importantly, i remembered con-camp is a 7.30 am to 10.00 pm thing daily from monday till friday. talk about a lack of sleep.
just to hit post 100, i'll make this post.

its like 13 minutes to 5pm now.

i'm furikin' bored. damn. i think i'm gonna make a trip down to vivo city to borrow movies man. lets see..i think i'd borrow like. 10 movies. that'd probably last me from now till the time our results come out. actually, instead of going to vivo city, i think i should go to the cd shop down-stairs to see if its much cheaper.

i need to watch x-men III,spiderman 2, pirates 1 & 2. thats only the begining. maybe, just maybe, i'll like. rent the prestige. aiyah.. i'll go there and see..

for now, heres 23 things i did not appreciate in the past week. maybe its just me, but yeah. i don't appreciate stuff.

in order of irritation, 23 being the least irritating and 1 being the most irritating/irksome.OMG!!! the number 23!! its come to haunt me!!

23.the stupid queues at the SAC for food in between exams.
22.the lit II paper's end time not being shown clearly,thus i thought i had 10 minutes more to do.i was so wrong.
21.not being my jacket into the chinese paper II exam.
20.my hair-cutter laughing at me when i asked him how to grow a goatee faster.
19.the constant lack of drinks at my place.basically, i buy 6 cans of green tea for everyone.2 days later, theres none left.i only drank 4 on the first day..
18.pierson ang NOT showing up at remy's house just now.
17.the fact that i woke up at 7.30am today when i supposed to meet them at remy's house at thompson plaza at 7.45am.
16.the fact that i was super angry at the buggers playing soccer and that i was elbowing one guy when he was at the corner.
15.the fact that i swore quite abit as i had a total of about 20 shots on goal and in all, only scored like.2.
14.the fact that i was wearing my running shoes to play street soccer cause my street soccer shoes are locked in class.
13.owing remy 80 cents.
12.losing all my guitar picks,buying new ones just to find my old ones at home,and losing my new ones AND old guitar picks. all in one day.
11.my MP3's volume button is rather screwed, and like.i have to press for one minute before the volume starts decreasing.
10.fags.
9.not knowing what to wear to jubilate.
8.knowing what to wear to jubilate.and also knowing what conrad brandon and yk are wearing.
7.the knowledge that slippers weren't allowed for jubilate.
6.the hole in my jeans got bigger as i stepped on it as i wore em'.
5.the woman next to yk not moving a space down thus yk having to sit alone.(aww.. thnx again yk.)
4.people embarrassing me in front of their schoolmates/ schoolmate.
3.allowing myself to miss a 166 from clementi interchange,only to realise 15 minutes later, that the bus i missed WAS the last bus.
2.my dad's queer antics last sunday.
1.the sad fact that i have to draw more money from my ATM cause i'm totally wiped out and need to get some more wax.

sigh.

heres what makes my life even sadder.a normal convo with my eldest brother after watching X-MEN II on his laptop.

me:WOW!what an ending.i can't wait for X-MEN III to come out!
my brother:its already out.has been for a year.
quoting alex prentice exactly:"QQ"

it was siew-pah fun spamming boy band songs. brandon would be smart to give me a chance to gee-siao him again.

i like attention. although i didn't have like. that fancy clothing, i think i stil managed to garner quite a fair bit of attention. nicely done my man.

post number 100 ends here.
wow. blog post number ninety-nine. i've blogged like once everyday for the past week.

everything has just been surreal the past week.

i managed to go through all the papers and come out with good positive thoughts in my head and stuff.

today, i just realised how loved i am by my dad.

and vice versa :)

Wow.

jubliate was like.

wow.

the woman in front of us was seriously pissingly-pissed.

and her son. wow.. if that guy makes it past 10 years without getting a beating from strangers, amazing.

i loved the after show lah. go for the performance, stay for the company.

brandon conrad and yongkun were seriously.

wow. haha. what they were wearing. brandon especially. super boyband. i swear i sang out every single boy-band song i knew in an attempt to gee-siao him man. namely, my love,uptown girl,season in the sun,same old brand new you,the call,shape of my heart,i did it that way,catch your wave,good day. my gosh. i felt damn gay.

the best thing.brandon got super owned by me.

brandon to i forgot who. (i think jean): wah lau. so i'm not in your clique lah..

me:yah lah brandon. you know what clique you're in.

brandon:what?

(pause for dramatic effect.also to stop myself from looking like a retard bursting into laughter)

me:the click FIVE!!!

hahahaha. nicely done man.

wah lau.. you guys ah.. sigh. too presumptious liao lah.. tsk tsk tsk... i'm like, abit upset you all over react so much lah. now i'll be known as "wah that guy ah!" for like damn long.

i think i made many heads turn with my behaviour today. especially singing those songs damn loudly in front of everyone. at least i'm slowly reverting back to normal. now its just confidence man. my confidence is growing, but not there yet.

hah. thats that. spiderman 3 was quite good.

i don't care what ANYONE says. i loved kirsten from jumanji to bring it on to spidey.

and thats really that.

here are some pictures to savour upon.


haha alexandre prentice! Wooh! muscles from brussels.

nick!no longer the baldy we still call him. sigh. poor poor nick.

at the UCC.super boy-band-ish lah.. especially brandon, the white jacket one.my gosh. "its a new night n' a new day.. what can i say.. cause its the same old, brand(on) new you"! i think he almost died when i sang that.

me,conrad,yuai(fore),nathan(back),steph,siyi,jana,jean,random mep teacher whom i don't know, but seems to know the st nick's people well.

ah.what an evening. shouting boy-band songs at the top of our lungs.
i just cut my hair. i like it. full-stop.
COME ON!

a-maths and chinese left!i can't believe that mid-years are finally going to be over in a matter of 2 short papers.thats 3 1/2 hours of being in the hall doing papers left.

oh my. i'm elated. beyond ecstatic.i'm exuberated! i'm.. yep, you guessed it. JUBILATED! haha. righto. so anyway.. i've got so many things lined up for after the exams. on friday, i have spiderman 3, lan, piano lesson, jubilante. on saturday, simultaneously, i have soccer, jamming, tuition and a party at night. on sunday, i have a church to go to. finally. haha. conrad might go haha! woot! on the night of the 23 we're gonna stay over at remy's place, irregardless of con-camp or not.watch the champion's league finals!!! the biggest damn soccer match this year. liverpool's gonna win milan again. i know it. i feel it in the air. i taste the sweet taste of the victory in famous amos cookies. on 24th, pirates of carribean-at world's end opnes. gosh. i really do hope that i don't go con-camp. i still don't believe i would though.

heres how i expect my results to be for this mid years.
L1R5 estimate
1.english-B3-A2
2.chinese-A2-A1
3.lit-A2-A1
4.combined humans-A2-A1
5.chemistry-B4-B3
6.e-maths-B3-B2

that gives me a maximum score of L1R5-16, and a minimum score of L1R5-10. nothing great yet, and of course, exam results are soo soo un-predictable.

so anyway. heres what i think i'd get for the rest of the papers.

MEP-C5-B4
Bio-C5-C6
A-maths-B4-B3

sigh.

some people ah. so rich ah. can watch spiderman 3 twice in a row ah. and yet O$ never P$ ah. HAHAHA joking my man. after-all, a certain person still owes you 32 dollars and you'd be smart to claim it on sunday eh?anyway... if you'd be there, please don't expect me to back you up that much. haha. WOOT!

gosh, i'm super high. i just watched heroes. i missed the episode prior to this. i need the freakin' series lah. stupid star world is seriously pissin the hell outta me, only showing one episode at the time. its like. want to show , show all at once man.

gosh. 2 more weeks. 2 more weeks.

go!GO!

oh oh! i figured out how to play "keep your hands off my girl" on guitar. it might not be correct, but it sounds right. and i was blasting the place that the people downstairs actually knocked on the door.erm. whoops. heh. not my phone my amplifier's volume is maxed out eh? haha. wow. Oooh-oui.
the way that you danced
the way that you moved
the way that you looked at me across the room.

you carry dior bags,you have your chanel,
you wear louis vuitton,HG and YSL.

i've got bathing ape
and DCMA
i've got brass knuckles hanging from my neck on my chain
i've got brass knuckles hanging from my neck on my chain


i'm addicted to this song.
its so mafia-ish.everytime i listen to it i get pumped up.

just came back from playing soccer with some malays from my neighbourhood.gosh.i'm soo soo soo soo soo lacking match practice. my awareness is near zero. my sense of position i'm usually so proud of is gone. and my composure. my gosh. maybe it was them who made all that unnecessary noises, but i can't blame anyone but myself. i'm really out of touch. even my brother recognised that i wasn't myself today. they weren't great, as my brother told me. but still, i was so easily beaten and i just couldn't play the right ball.. i only made a couple of significant contributions. but that accounted to nothing.

my brother on the other hand.. scored 4 goals. ... ... ... dammit. he's really good.


EXAMS ARE DRAWING TO A CLOSE!! OH MY!! EXAMS ARE FINALLY DRAWING TO A CLOSE!!!
yayeah!

on friday i'm gonna watch spiderman. go for piano, than go for jubilate(joo-bee-late)

then lets go for supper till about 12!!!!

HAHAHA

on saturday, i'm going to remy's place to play soccer for the whole day!!!! weet!confidence boosting i hope!

i'm not gonna talk to my dad till the holidays. whether he continues to give me my allowance, its completely up to him.i'm not gonna ask him for anything, preferably for ever. WOOOT!
you are freakin' retarded, i swear.

you tell me that i side her more.NO SHIT RIGHT? look at you. you're a freakin' mess.

you COULD'VE made it big last time.but you had to screw it up, and now you're just trying to make amends.HOW ABOUT THATS HONESTLY STUPID?PICK YOURSELF UP AFTER YOU FALL DAMMIT?didn't learn that? you say since you visit her mother,you don't defy her, but she defies you? HOW ABOUT FUCKING GROW UP? if SHE did not care for your father, i doubt i'd have ever seen him.i hate to bring the past up.but stop talking about it as though you were some noble person.

grow up dammit.you complain about the place being hot.how about her?she ever complained to your customers?she ever complianed to customers about you?she ever left the fucking stall to talk to "friends" for half an hour or did she ever leave you alone in the stall for 20 minutes? you say that she is dispensable. i'll tell you first.if she was, she'd have left on her own accord. you said you made the mistake.i say she was the one who made the mistake.you got lucky.

you complain about your rashes. DID SHE COMPLAIN ABOUT HER BURNS? DID YOU EVEN FUCKING SEE THEM? all you care about is your self right? you "don't care"? how about i'm NOT going to care any more.even if it means i don't get my allowance or money? i don't care man. you're freakin' not the man of the house.

you go to her sisters and talk to their husbands as though you are some super nice person. SCrew that lah basket. all talk no action. same for YOUR OWN siblings. you don't know how to use the authority god gave you. you say that she keeps on defying you. let us look back. had she let you have your way often, i believe i would've died at least 5 years ago man.

i can't wait to move out. i keep on saying that. why? cause of you. grow up please. take some responsibility. cherish what you have. cause one day, we'll walk out on you one by one. and i have this strong feeling i'll be the first to leave. you're happy now right? i try to talk to you, try to make your day a bit easier. what do you do? you say "i don't care" FUCK THAT man. i'm really gonna treat you like you're not there. and of course, i'll side her more. lets see what you're gonna do now. run to your mom AGAIN? for goodness sake lah. doesn't she have enough troubles as it is? can't you even ease her mind? you are HER burden. she isn't your burden.

grow up. cause i have.
wakakakaka.

i did it. after a few months of deliberating, i finally took that big step.

my gosh. i'm slowly becoming a man hahahaha.

maybe i'll grow more.

dammit.

wow.

i'm gonna take the biggest step i've ever needed to take to become a real guy soon.

i think haha.my gosh. no more moustache, but still have a small goatee.

enough said.dammit.i really need money.

argh.

i have like 1 dollar plus left in assets with me right now.

and i CAN'T draw more money till the 20-something-th

dammit.

oh well. good luck to everyone who is taking/taken/waiting to take their exams.

to those who do not have exams. two words.
why-the-hell-is-my-school-not-like-yours man!

i should've NOT left my studying till like 4 days before the exam.cause i only scratched surfaces. however. i'm quite confident i won't fall too short off my targets.

well.. life is unfair and unpredictable.

like. i want my own room, but i guess thats a luxury i might not have for a very long time.

sigh.

signing out.
out of mind, out of my mind.

haha alexander prentice, a.k.a a.prentice, you're freakin' hilarious, i swear.

yesterday's night soccer was fun but super tiring.. my brother's quite mad... he really ran almost at full pace for about 30 mins at one point..

but of course, at a hdb estate street soccer court, around 8.15pm, all the malays with nothing to do everyday would assemble at the court in big numbers, about 20, to play their soccer.

sigh.

but we did stay there for about another half hour after they arrived. hahaha.

cheemistry prac's in about an hour.. i'm so screwed, i don't know how to study for it, and i've never once completed the chem prac worksheet by myself without zhangren's help.

ack ack ack ack ack.

suddenly, i can't wait to go to ju-bi-late. its not ju-bee-lun-teh, its ju-bi-late. geez. whats with the fancy french pronounciation haha... gosh, i really miss the company of my friends in full force. i also desperately wanna make new friends. gosh i know so little people. dammit.

but one thing, all my friends are of top quality!haha. thanks for always being there people. you guys are seriously my rock(s) hahah. socks.
wakakakakakaxzx

i'm really brilliantly stupid... firstly, in the morning, i felt sick. i had severe diarrhoea yesterday night at about 8-till i slept, and i even got an MC in case i really couldn't make it for the lit paper.

turned out that i COULD make it. how about the lit paper was seriously ...

the macbeth question had me writing 3 1/4 sides. the most i've ever written for a single question ever. the unseen was spastically difficult. and i only managed to bullshit out about 2 1/3 sides.. which is really really poor as i am usually able to hit at LEAST 3 sides for unseen.i spent about 50 minutes on the macbeth, so i guess i have to work a lil on my time management.i really want to get 80 for lit again. its the only thing that can make ejin eat his words haha. joking man... i wouldn't bank on a sense of belonging, cause i've not even touched the book since last year.

after the exams, me alex, brandon and poseuf (joseph) went to holland village to play lan. only, the shop poseuf brought us to was closed. well done my man. after scouring a super cold shopping centre in hopes for another one, we were forced to race 100 metres with a 74 to get to btp. wow. we actually caught up with the bus. or at least, me and alex did. we had to delay the bus till poseuf came. brandon had to leave cause of some stuff i think. haha. so off to btp we went.

at btp, i got this white shirt, decently nice some-more at like just 3.90. thats it man. i'm so shopping at BTP for clothes next time. haha joking again. anyway, i was really below standard for my games today. sigh. poseuf thought oblivion was my best. i really wanted to smack him. gosh. everyone knows that i don't have a best hero. i just -random every single time... but my favourite is drow, lycan and also priestess of the moon haha. i like a spectre alot too.. but i'm not great at it. necrolic still proves to be my most steady, but recently, i've not been randoming it out.

after playing lan, me and alex went to KAP to eat. i got a double cheeseburger and a Machicken. gosh. when i went upstairs to pee, the whole floor just suddenly turned quiet and about 20 barker people were there and they looked at me simultaneously for like 3 seconds. than everything resumed.

going to play night soccer with my brother now.. something i haven't done in years.. aww...

haha.. i love my dog btw..

anyway.. after KAP, me and alex walked down to the bustop and i did the most spastic thing i ever did this year. y'know the metal drain slope at the macdonalds sign with the macdonald's characters? it was wet, and i wanted to slide down smoothly. big mistake man. i didn't know that it was suicidal. i learnt the hard way. so i slid down, and like from that moment, i lost balance and fell, luckily i jumped abit, so i didn't land ON the drain, but right at the begining on my ass. -.- have to be there to believe my stupidity. geez

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