About the Author
At the first cutting light of August, many years ago, the world got the first glimpse of the entity known henceforth as
Leon Yip. It decided to douse the aforesaid with sunshine, sweets, and loads of love.
Legend has it, so convicting were his words, that upon his request, the world agreed to revolve around him, forever, and ever, and ever.
Posted on: Thursday, February 15, 2007
Posted at: 10:25 PM
dammit dammit dammit.....
must you really really tell everybody... dammit...dammit dammit....how 'bout... when a person recognise sees me after a long while... the first question they ask is STANDARD? dammit.. dammit... this is freakin' bullshit man... dammit dammit dammit... dammit!!!! i'm really in a weird mood... i feel rather happy.. yet.. rather empty.... dammit....
bang bang...you're dead... oh its so easily said...
other than that.. there is still this other thing which i am particularly cheesed off by...(mmmm...cheese...)which is my freakin' courage.... for all the stuff i say.. i notice.. i'm actually just scared... of what? of everything... scared of o levels..
scared of a sudden injury...
scared of you...
scared of me...
scared of loneliness...
scared of rejection...
the list just goes on and on and on and on and on...
DAMMIT!
i really need to start going back to church.... but i don't know which church to go... and i can only go wit my eldest brother cause only than can i ride on his motorcycle...
DAMMIT!...
i'm freakin courage-less... everytime i take out my phone.. thinkin' of ending the eternal debate... i back out at the last moment.. and before i know it... the keypad is locked again...
DAMMIT!
i'm becoming really unstable and volatile... so if i play soccer extra aggressively these few days... please...
on the + side...
on tuesday.. i actually managed to clock up 5 whole hours of doing homework/studying... YAY!!! i've got a bit of momentum now....but i doubt it'd last though... ><
