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At the first cutting light of August, many years ago, the world got the first glimpse of the entity known henceforth as Leon Yip. It decided to douse the aforesaid with sunshine, sweets, and loads of love. Legend has it, so convicting were his words, that upon his request, the world agreed to revolve around him, forever, and ever, and ever.

and i had a february about you...

its not confidential.. that i've got potential..

rushin' n' rushin' around.

as february draws to a close...

i must say that i'm rather concerned with my studies..

my chem test was a rude awakening for me.

5/25.

i totally didn't study for it.overconfidence really screws you up.

emaths :27/50.. i must say i'm rather lucky there.

chinese: 86/100 ... the only thing i'm satisfied wit.

lit test did not go that well i think..

a maths was.. aite.. passable.. but hopes of gettin even a 30/50 would seem rather bleak. i totally missed out on studying differentiation.

my personal/social life is also swirling, whirling, twirling. so many things happening at the same time... ack. its really really bothersome.

i really NEED to kurb the urge to go to KAP and try to study..

it worked a couple of times.. but KAP is not a solution for studying.. i need to learn to utilised the facilities which i had been bestowed upon.

on a lighter note... my dog, richie, happily took a dump on my bed.

X.X

good game boy, i'll crap in your cage when i have the time.

so.. my bed is barren and stuff.. luckily.. my brother is outta the country.. and i can sleep on HIS bed !!! which is in the same room and like 1 meter plus apart..

lol nice joke..

eh?

we like our fun and we never fight.. you can't dance and stay up tight...
its a super-natural delight.. everybody's dancing in the moon light..

dance wit' me?
i never conquered rarely came.. six-teen just held such better days..

days when i still felt alive...we couldn't wait to get.... out side..


when i hit 30.. if i even do due to my reckless road-crossing...

i'd look back at this blog if its even still functional or "in".

i'm gonna look at the 2 lines of lyrics above..

and i'm gonna cry.

really.

i've been really confused lately..

however...

as i wrote a letter..

to my uncle..

thanking him...



i couldn't help but notice that..that strange happy yet bubbly yet slightly nauseating feeling in my diaphram is back. and i can't explain why.

can.. you?
lets have review of the leon of the past and the present leon...

the best way is to compare the report book remarks of my primary school with the stuff i'm displaying now..

have fun... and ... everything i write down is TRUE :)

primary one mid year remarks:Leon is an effective class monitor.he is and thoughtful and courteous.

primary one end year remarks:Leon is a dependable and responsible pupil.He takes pride in doing his work neatly and correctly.

primary two mid year remarks:Leon has been a reliable monitor and a steadfast worker.It has been a great pleasure teaching him.

primary two end year remarks:Leon takes pride in doing his work neatly and correctly.He plays the piano well and has been a reliable group leader this semester.He is well behaved and a fine example to his peers.

primary three mid year remarks:Leon is always eager to answer questions during class discussions. he shows much interest in his work and IS VERY CAPABLE.

primary three end year remarks:Leon is a diligent pupil who readily participates in class and group activities.He is also polite and always willing to lend a helping hand.

primary four mid year remarks:Leon is an outstanding class monitor.He carries out his responsibilities very well and has been a model pupil to the rest of the class. HE SHOULD KEEP IT UP! (apparently, i didn't)

primary four end year remarks:Leon shows initiative in most things he does and comes up with constructive suggestions during class discussions.He carries out his responsibilities as a class monitor and group leader diligently.

primary five mid year remarks:Leon is a very hardworking,responsible,amiable and caring child.As a class monitor,Leon works well with his peers and teachers.

primary five end year remarks(my "peak" in primary school):As Leon OUTSHONE himself as a class monitor,he was promoted to prefect in term 3.Leon is an extraordinary child with great enthusiasm and energy.

primary six mid year remarks:Leon is a polite and well-behaved pupil.He values the importance of education. He is very responsible in carrying out his duties as a school prefect COUNCILLOR.

primary six end year remarks:Leon is a school prefect COUNCILLOR who can be entrusted with respoinsibility.He is an interesting person who makes a good conversationalist.He is forthcoming in helping his teachers and friends.It has been a pleasure teaching him.




NICE! Eh?

maybe this is why most teachers and friends ask me this..

WHATEVER HAPPENED?LEON?

honestly.. i don't know.. and i don't care... i live the way i like and i like the way i live.
firstly...

happy chinese new year to all...

it isn't a very happy chinese new year for my family cause of my grandpa passing away recently... but... now that we've gotten over it.. at least the family spirit is back.. also.. i did not expect any angpaos at all.. cause of some weird traditional rule.. but still.. i received some from my closest aunties and uncles.. for some other traditional rule... this year's chinese new year at my grandmother's house was limited to only my family,my father's brother's family and my father's 3 sister's family.. it was pretty lonely cause usually.. theres this big group of aunties which would crowd around and talk non- stop..

MOREOVER... some of my cousins are overseas studying/slacking (right luke?) lol joking.. but most of them were there.. i'm an UNCLE to an amazing lil thing called joshua.. aww... but... although me my brothers and 3 other cousins who could make it were pissed bored with cards after just 4 rounds of bridge... my mom allowed my eldest brother to drive home to get his... PS2 :)

so yeah.. chinese new year at my grandmother's place at usual... but with a PS2 played on this tv whose screen is smaller than a normal computer!!! how fun-den-ing eh? but really.. it WAS fun playing vid games with my cousins.. somethin i had never done before..



listening to some inspirational songs... well.. almost... mostly red hot chili peppers songs.... like UNDER THE BRIDGE.. and in particularly this song called CATS IN THE CRADLE.. go check it out guys... its a great song.. also.. a song i've beeen listening to alot is PENNY AND ME!!! nick got me addicted and theres no turning back...

also... i'm feelin' so liberated now.. thanks for all da words of encouragment guys..

oh yeah btw.. who is :) ... the name on my tagboard lol.. thanks anyways..

jammin on wednesday would be fun... but i guess since conrad is there.. i'd be playing keyboard instead of singin now... guess i betta go improvise my stuff to get ready now...

bye now... happy chinese new year once again and thanks for reading this wordy post
ok..i'm sick of this bullshit... maybe its time to come clean now..

i liked this girl..

but people must go screw up every single damn thing...

so much so that i can't be fuckin bothered anymore...

at least not after the olevels..

all these thinkin and hopin and wishin is really pissin'...

and i can't be bothered anymore..

right now, studyin is first for moi....

so..

please..

in any of your small talk?

please please please...

distance me away from any talk of relationships..

thank you..

and i'm sorry
wow.. today was not bad eh peeps?

besides the journey and wait which was screwed up..(coughs at gabriel)...the jammin was pretty good i must say... my first time anyways... and at first i was quite stone.. and didn't really know what to do.. but after we played some familiar songs.. i picked up abit of rhythm and sung abit... haha... hope it was decent-sounding... cause lets join BoB guysies!!! HAHA gay... but songs like "first date" "oneway" and "all day" and even "californication" and "snow" was quite cool sounding and well done i must say.. all we need to do now is to get a coordinated sequence.. and for sam to learn the songs... once thats covered.. we'd OWN! (i hope) haha... damn i wanna play the keyboard too...

so.... where were you today?
dammit dammit dammit.....

must you really really tell everybody... dammit...dammit dammit....how 'bout... when a person recognise sees me after a long while... the first question they ask is STANDARD? dammit.. dammit... this is freakin' bullshit man... dammit dammit dammit... dammit!!!! i'm really in a weird mood... i feel rather happy.. yet.. rather empty.... dammit....

bang bang...you're dead... oh its so easily said...

other than that.. there is still this other thing which i am particularly cheesed off by...(mmmm...cheese...)which is my freakin' courage.... for all the stuff i say.. i notice.. i'm actually just scared... of what? of everything... scared of o levels..
scared of a sudden injury...
scared of you...
scared of me...
scared of loneliness...
scared of rejection...

the list just goes on and on and on and on and on...

DAMMIT!

i really need to start going back to church.... but i don't know which church to go... and i can only go wit my eldest brother cause only than can i ride on his motorcycle...

DAMMIT!...

i'm freakin courage-less... everytime i take out my phone.. thinkin' of ending the eternal debate... i back out at the last moment.. and before i know it... the keypad is locked again...

DAMMIT!

i'm becoming really unstable and volatile... so if i play soccer extra aggressively these few days... please...

on the + side...

on tuesday.. i actually managed to clock up 5 whole hours of doing homework/studying... YAY!!! i've got a bit of momentum now....but i doubt it'd last though... ><
Cigars in the summertime under the sky by the light
I can feel you read my mind
I can see it in your eyes under the moon as it plays
like music every line
There's a rug with bleeding dye under the fan in the room
Where the passions burning high by the chair
with the leopard skin under the light
It's always Penny and me tonight

On the plane step up with both my feet
Riding in seat number 3 on a flight to NYC
Got my bean in a coffee cup next to my seat
Catch the view and another good book to read
Sending me home on the friendly skies
Missing her eyes
It's always Penny and me tonight

Cause Penny and me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground
And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes, pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight

Staring at a million city lights
But it's still Penny and I all alone beneath the sky
Feel the wind brushing slowly by
If I could soar I'd try to take these wings and fly
Away to where the leaves turn red
But no matter where I am instead
Singing along to feeling alright
We'll make it by in the pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight

Cause Penny and me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground
And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes, pretend to fly
close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight

Penny likes to get away and drown her pain in lemonade
Penny dreams of rainy days and nights up late by the fireplace
And aimless conversations about the better days

Singing along to feeling alright, yeah
We'll make it by in the pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight

Cause Penny and me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground
And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight

Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight

above is equation one...

sub in my life into equation one... solve for "penny" and get the 2 answers for "penny"... accept only one answer....

Why do i find it so damn hard to...
everything that you do...

makes me wanna go..

oh shit... i'm really screwed for life... the next major choice i make...
hello.. this is my favourite song from my current favourite band... M2M omg.. they are simply ownage... just like nick says... they melt us guys wit they're high angelic voice... Oooh Oooh Ooooooh oooh..






ok.... before i begin.. some tg board replies...

yes kyra..i did ask em' from miss blue.. thats the stuff i initially wanted you to help me hold on to heh...until that retard forced me to do so otherwise..as for why...i'd doubt you'd ever find out ...Oooh and and that cd?if you can't find it.. ask miss blue for one lah hahaha... whats plys?

yes siyi..nathan two times..(winks at nathan),and yes,our school's canteen HAS air-con and i think that the guests will be positioned right next to where i'd be sitting.. for some reason.. my teacher forces me and another guy to sit right next to her during chapel...

yes nathan..you DON'T two time and you're NOT a player..yes nathan..yes... sure.... right....

yes yuai..i'll probably only get another 2 more demerit points either because of the joseph incident or from my chinese teacher cuase she had been saying about that for like..ever...

i like colours...

i suddenly have an infatuation with M2M...

they're just soo soo cute and angelic.. sigh...

congrats to all those people who did well for o levels.. and for those who didn't..please teach me how not to chong(2nd sound) dao(3rd sound) fu(4th sound) zhe(2nd sound)...

and lastly..

Deeee-amed i had the sweetest dream i EVER had in my life like.. just.. its so sweet.. that i still remembered the phone number from inside the dream... but i won't say.. cause its controversial.. but what i'm confused about however is... the main person(besides me) in the dream did not match the person whose phone number resembled... and believe me.. these 2 people i'm talking about really do exist and are in our midst at this present moment....


dee-am... sweet dreams....
ok ok ... i'm gonna upload a shit load of random photos haha...


that super cool purple bus haha..everything i wore that day which was dark coloured turned out purple.. i wore like..dark blue jeans..the ldp shirt...grey belt.. and dark blue underwear... i never felt gayer in my life...
haha.
richie

oooh my pride!! all my badges i collected... of all of em'... outta all of them.. the most courteous award thing still irks me as to what happened.


oh my...
i'm really becoming temperamental these days...
there are 2 people in my school which i really really hate....

thing is..both like to play soccer...so i meet them on the field at times..

first..the sec 2 guy...who is freaking irritating and freaking soft...that day i like just tapped him a lil bit, and he like fell down like a dog barking and whining..than after that he slided this guy and that guy really hurt.. and he was like "get up"... i was really really pissed at that shit.for guys playing soccer with me.. if you see me going exceptionally hard on the bloody slightly ang-moh-ish super faggot like high pitched voice.. please understand..i really hate his freakin attitude...next time he has the ball.. i'ma slide him..
if he cries.. i'll say... "get up lah,joke face."


second case.. edua*d lee..
gosh i really hate him...we were like damn good friends in sec 2.. but i discovered his really a true motherfu*kin asshole.. so..we sorta ended our friendship on a duper bad note...i think we've hated each other alot since.. i tell you.. today when playing soccer...i really really swear that i almost lost it and almost punched him...gosh...i had the ball..and was runnin at full pace..he was tussling with me.."all in good meaning" i thought...bullshit...that asshole stepped on my ankle while running at full pace..it hurt like hell(and still does) but i'm never gonna show him that he could injure me or anythin' or anyway... anyways..i was quite happy.. cause a few minutes later... there was a chest leveled ball to be challenged... and the both of us happened to be there challenging for it.. i twacked the ball quite hard in his face.. a pity i didn't break his nose..maybe he'd look better... also.. i dished out some hard slides on him... but what made me most happy was.... i oled him once... and everytime he was against me on the wings.. i'd manage to get past him with relative ease.. but he keeps on getting dispossesed against other people... but i must say.. his finishing is rather clinical... i was quite disappointed that he scored a goal more than i did.. (he scored 2 against my team..i scored 1) but... i'm like not really an all out forward.. i prefer setting people up than scoring.. more fun and satisfying... in the end... my side... which included brandon... won like 8-3.... brandon also very pissed with the 4.7 people... so.. next time we play.. its gonna get ugly.... oh and i swear... next time i have the ball and his back is facing me, i'll whack with all my strength against him.. its easy.. the word "accident" and "it happens lah you stupid faggot head" and maybe to add insult to injury.. i'll quote what he said just now when one guy said he fouled him "play the game lah.. some more you're bigger than me" ... yeah.... watch out you joke..


WHEW!!! i love feelin better after postin about people i hate....

also.. soccer just became interesting.. as i just learnt to slide and to header properly.. damn my ankle really hurts and is swelling...


i play basketball in free periods now yay!

honestly... if i'm angry.. i don't give a shit about who you are..

so on the field... theres something to look forward to now... whether is to whack people's legs (zum ka) or to slide for fun.. or to play for the game.......


watch out... (remy:watching.. what channel.. what time..)

bring it..(remy:bring what? paper? pen?)

gd bye..
song evaluation time...

song to be evaluated: SkaterBoy(Avril Lavigne)

firstly.. a note on the singer... Avril Lavigne..ok first things first...her name...especially her second name... reminds me of Lasagne...maybe their related somehow...

a line by line analysis of the song....and its relationship with nothing.

(lyrics might not be accurate as i'm too lazy to type in the website for lyrics..anyways..i don't think i'd do the full song... too damn long...)

she was a boy..(like... DUH...)
he was a girl..(like..DUH...)
could i make it anymore obvious..(actually..the writer COULD HAVE HAD made it more obvious..cause..some people do have the problem of a mistaken identity..thus the girl could be the guy and vice versa)

he was a punk..(hmm...)
she did ballet..(LOL i still like to call it Ballot...haha dumb french..)(hmm..)
what more can i say..(actually..the writer still could have said much more to re-inforce his point about the boy being a punk and the girl doing ballot,to emphasize on the point that they were extremely different in style and probably behaviour.)

he wanted her (hmm..)
she'd never tell (hmm..)
secretly she wanted him as well (the writer here states that the girl actually desires the guy and although the girl was the same feelings..."she'd never tell" as she probably is just shy and/or old fashioned as she still thinks that guys should always make the first move,in my opinion..the girl should buck up her courage and come clean with the boy..an 'appy ending would then ensue..i hate girls who keep to themselves...not even dropping subtle hints like what i do at times..)

DAMMIT!!! I FORGOT THE REST OF THE LYRICS!!!
HONEST!!! (something about calvin and hobbes i think)

ok song evaluation time is over..i hope you guys know now the deeper meanings the singer is trying to invoke and pass on here...

for those who understand my song choice... good for you...

for those who don't... OMG YOU REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY SUCK!

(btw...did i mention that i loved lit?)

lets end it with today's quote of the day...

Teacher to Nick:"You're a DINOSAUR you know?"

yes nick... we know...dinosaurs are important to you...shant make fun of it anymore...

AND

nate...stop 2-timing ****** anymore ..damn.. you're such a player LOL..

haha..so long.. and goodnight...so long.. and good night...

(bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-ogging spree)
haha hi there fellow people.. let me share a couple of things that happened today....

1.i got my PAYROLL!! KA-CHING!!!!! Thanks Clarence...the fee i received for organising the party is undisclosed....

2.at the end of school...our teacher changed our positions in class....probably because i talk abit too much to sing chuen...(sarcasm..if you didn't already know :P)...than our teacher decided to move someone else next to me..one whom i probably wouldn't say a word to.. marcus conrad lee haha...omg nice joke lah haha...nice joke....

3.lemme share an extremely -.-" convo between me and my mom....

me:mom!whats for dinner
mom:you want porridge?
me:yeah!what kind?
mom:plain porridge lah!
me:what kind?
mom:plain porridge lah!
me:i know plain porridge..what kind lah!
mom:the plain type lah!
me:i know...oh my..whats the liao(ingredients) in the plain porridge lah aiyoh...!!!!

at this point.. i was like -.-" leon...you expect ingredients in plain porridge eh?

i guess i'm like plain porridge..people think theres more than just rice and water and keep probing into it..but i'm just plain ol' 1.63m tall 48kg heavy me....(dammit i swear i shrunk 1 cm from my last height check in the hospital)

my prayer:
dear god...
please give me a break...
in academics..
in relationships..
in romance..
in social life..
physically..
mentally..
spiritually..
big or small..
it doesn't matter..
please..
please..
just give me something to look forward to when i wake up..
not just the monotony of my life flashing past..
give me a break..
in life..

Amen..



ALRIGHTY NOW!! BREAK'S OVER!! TIME TO DO MY Sooo Soooo OVERDUE HOMEWORK!!!! (or we'd all be in homework detention class).... again.... NICE JOKE!!!
ok...today is 4th february.....from tomorrow..(monday 5th february)... i Leon Yip Yik Yeong...Promise and Pledge to study hard and pay attention in school.

after friday's party.. it struck me..

january is over.... and i've not accomplished any thing academically...

however...i like the way 'm handlin my life now.. i'm just cruisin'.... love to see the world just go by without me lifting a finger.... how my life worked out well till now without me having to slog...

but..

we all know thats gonna change...

especailly after the holidays :p

march holidays that is..

till than... Good night...

Ka-Lien-teh!
wow.
the party was quite awesome.. a great experience for me i guess...
really danced alot haha..grats brandon...

haha.. there was this guy that was damn cool and great dancer haha...

i know as an organiser...i wasn't supposed to go back at 11... missing the great music and company (can i get a hell yeah..) but.... i made a pact with my-self that i would be guai this year....

joseph chua seck teng.... get well soon...

the party was underscribable... the people who did not go really don't know what they're missing.....but than again.. its goin to be a one time thing for me...at least until o levels... till than...


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